银山镇. Yinshan Town
银山 is the small town where i grew up and daydreamed about what i have today.
i returned here. it felt strange. this was the longest and furthest time i had been away. not much had changed in this town but everything had changed. i felt home and alien at the same time.
i got naked in my old house just like the first day i arrived. i came to this world with no shirt, no shame, and no boundary.
i became a new guest in my old town. i’ve made my way out as i wished as a child. i could never truly go back again. but i may have never truly left.
i have tried disconnecting myself, my body, from the place that only exists in the past, a place i left at the age of 17 and have barely missed since then. but oddly enough in my dream scenarios i always go back. i may never leave that town.